i fuckin hate it.. like, why cant I handle the stress. why do I have to consume those stress-reductor pills every damn time... and while im suffering like that, no one knows and the pressure keeps going on.. like, I wanna cry..

I hate life.. I hate stress... what am I supposed to do with all of these emotions... I wanna die already.. I cant hold it anymore... stupid everything. damn it. damn it. damn it.

okay, I vented and feel better. I should pray now.